August 11, 2024

I had a really difficult time in China. I think I was already exhausted back then. I spent entire days feeling irritable, entertaining negative thoughts, and even struggling with some self-hatred. Then again, my whole vacation had been swallowed up, so perhaps that was inevitable.

Still, there were enjoyable moments. Going out, being part of the worship team—all of that was fun.

I especially remember our last outing. I went with Hanjun, Yesung, and Seokwoo to the National Art Museum of China, and somewhere else with a beautiful night view. Anyway, it was lovely.

To be honest, I do not have much to say when I look back on China. Why is that?